A man wanders Barcelona’s subway at midnight. His thoughts flirt with the platform edge, but he has a date.
“Let heaven exist, even if our place is in hell.”
An existential drama with touches of black comedy, somewhere between Lynch and Noé.
Standalone short film shot in the Barcelona metro, now in post-production.
I no longer remember the last time I was on the surface.
A solitary man drifts through the Barcelona subway at night, shipwrecked in the carefully staged beauty of the city; lustful tourists, film-worthy dancers, influencer couples, even beggars who could be models. He perceives the artifice. Even so, he longs to be part of it, caught between alienation and desire.
He has a date. But the thundering carriages hold a morbid attraction for him. Again and again he stops at the very edge of the platform to stare with fearful obsession into the darkness of the tunnel, feeling that the trains are about to bear down on him. Meanwhile, someone is on his heels, dressed the same, with the same few days’ stubble, matching his every step. Each station raises the tension; will this be the moment?






As the weeks and months went by, I could see that I was not alone, and that I did belong to a new class of beings, small but growing, who had come to live down here for no clear reason.
We were not hard to recognise, since we all suffered from the same kind of pallor.
But my cat, you are looking after her, right? Are you giving her the mousse fondant and the stews?… And at night, do you give her a little saucer of lactose-free milk with a tiny drop of mint?
People who want to live, but can’t.




Or maybe I was the one following him…
Two performers share each principal role; the film’s doubling is written into its casting.

Not the laugh of a joke, but that of the one who understands too late that the joke everyone else is laughing at had nothing to do with him, and consequently, that he isn’t part of it. That laugh, melancholic and absurd, defines the tone of this film.
La vida era para otros explores the paradox of looking for something real in a world where everything seems artificial and staged. The protagonist (the protagonists?) wanders a nocturnal Barcelona where every person he meets is a different way of inhabiting alienation and loneliness: the young women who don’t live but photograph themselves, the reggaeton crowd like zombies with no will of their own, the model who is a mere walking mannequin, the prostitute who sells the only possibility of human connection (and the man who becomes obsessed with buying it from her).
In the middle of this collective delirium, the protagonist wants to be seen and recognised (since love is out of his reach, and he knows it). And he finds it, or something like it, in an exchange of money under a flickering light. What’s devastating isn’t that he pays for company, but that this bought moment is the truest thing the night (and the world) can offer him.
La vida era para otros is a film about the genuine pain of wanting to belong to something seemingly beautiful and false, simply because it’s the only thing there is. And falseness is better than emptiness.








I will tell their story, our story, so that it is known we existed.
A feature of the same name, in development →I no longer remember the last time I was on the surface.
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ESTropical psychotic post-existentialism.